You Are Special

Remember that no matter what you are special and you are loved. Things might be hard but you have to keep your head up. God will guide you when you seek Him. Humble yourself and seek him truly, don't seek Him for the sake of getting rewarded by blessings or wanting Him to make super huge changes immediately in life. Everything takes time. Things aren't going to change or get any better at the drop of a hat, it all takes time. It might take over a year, it might take two or more, just keep in mind God knows what He is doing and we just have to trust Him. I know it's horrible when people push you away, but don't let it hurt you, it's time for you to build up a better relationship with God. Sometimes it seems dark and your vision gets blurry but keep in mind nothing can be worse than giving up on what you know will help you grow, on what you have always viewed as precious and worthwhile.